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Jun. 24th, 2002 08:22 pmMy God, I'm so fucking bipolar that it makes me sick!
How many times have I gone up and down today? Way too many. I think the simple act of being in the apartment drops my mood like a stone. Certain things that I do can bring be back up for a short while, but as soon as I stop whatever it was that cheered me up I go right back to 'normal' (ie. sad)
We had a nice dinner at a Chinese restaurant because we were supposed to be grocery shopping, but didn't want to. Dinner was nice. The waitress was very amusing. She asked if we needed togo boxes. When she brought them out she'd put some extra rice in each one, and very meticulously transfered our meals into the boxes, then stacked the two boxes neatly and put them into a plastic bag, which she carefully tied up for us. She was really cute, just because she was so intent on packaging our food perfectly for us.
What's really sad? The fact that this waitress was the high point of my day.
This weekend was truly excellent, but I don't have the stamina to write about it right now. I think it's going to be a very long post, because so many of the details of the weekend were so enjoyable and/or noteworthy.
How many times have I gone up and down today? Way too many. I think the simple act of being in the apartment drops my mood like a stone. Certain things that I do can bring be back up for a short while, but as soon as I stop whatever it was that cheered me up I go right back to 'normal' (ie. sad)
We had a nice dinner at a Chinese restaurant because we were supposed to be grocery shopping, but didn't want to. Dinner was nice. The waitress was very amusing. She asked if we needed togo boxes. When she brought them out she'd put some extra rice in each one, and very meticulously transfered our meals into the boxes, then stacked the two boxes neatly and put them into a plastic bag, which she carefully tied up for us. She was really cute, just because she was so intent on packaging our food perfectly for us.
What's really sad? The fact that this waitress was the high point of my day.
This weekend was truly excellent, but I don't have the stamina to write about it right now. I think it's going to be a very long post, because so many of the details of the weekend were so enjoyable and/or noteworthy.